My Baby Boy with the Bright Blue Eyes – You will always be my forever son and I will always be your Mama Bear. We haven’t even had a memorial service for you yet and it’s been 4 months. I know you are in Heaven and I see the signs you are sending almost daily. All the butterflies and feathers!!! The wind chimes in the backyard sound so sweet especially because I know it is you talking to us. I have been hearing you begging me to forgive you and of course I have I know you didn’t mean to do this. We haven’t found out the exact cause but it doesn’t matter because nothing will bring you back. But you are so deep in my broken heart I feel like I can’t breathe sometimes. Take care of yourself – Say Hi to Jakey & Simon and your Grandmas and Papas that were there waiting to welcome you. Forever 24 my baby boy. I will see you someday and I will hug you and not let go.